Everything about me

Everything about me I hate My life wasn’t be to be here to create Give me one day of not that a short break Just listen to me for f**k sake My own mind not my mate I got too much on my plate I wish from this nightmare I would awake Don’t just sit there and watch me shake All I hear is screams In my life my nightmare and my dreams When I do get to sleep My eyes just water then I weep The pain of being worthless never ends My life will never make a mends Why is it always it depends? It feels like I am loosing All this pain keeps bruising Pick a choice numb or lifeless which one you choosing Numbness goes when I cut All I get told is my god what a nut Why can I not be in control? The pain and suffering taken over my soul Sick of people saying “isn’t life grand” Then maybe you change your mind if you had my past in your hand Every single day Just turns gloomy then grey Now you can see All this is about me All the years of abuse and neglect Now we look and reflect And then I say what you expect

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. i know how it feels ... we just have to be brave and i know it's tough to be brave ... but warriors got to be brave ... i had nightmares too ... but i fought with them ... and it took me some time ... but i won in the end ... i am certain that you will win too ... if i can do it ... you can do it too ...