Unnoticed.....

Why is love so hard to find these days?
I'm not talking about sex
but a real love.
The kind of love that can only be read about
that can only be found in our deepest of fantasies.
Maybe I'm to blame
I'm not looking
trying
or doing something well enough
to even get a second glance
or that first passing by chance.
I know
and yes I've been told
love will not come so easy
you cant just sit around
and take a hope and a prayer.
But when I don't even get that first chance
and love seems too far out of reach
I tell my self I'm imagining things once again.
I learn the truth
that I'm the one to blame
even though I point my finger
there's no one left
not for this pointless game.
when there is only sex
no love involved in the matter
I will fade from society
not die
just disappear so very quietly
like I have done
so many times before.
Always,
My love remains
......................"Unnoticed."