Lost and Confused

 

Lost, Confused. Wandering, Wondering. Left to figure out why my life is still in existence? Wondering to what purpose and reason do I still live in this meaningless journey that I call my own life? Why does such human frailty exist in me, for nothing I do ever can be called a success.

For I am a man destined for failure both in life and in spirit, a candle that I can not snuff out, a useless light that no one needs or wishes to see. If I could just vanish from this earthly existence, would anyone take notice?

I am a man destined to be alone for the remainder of my earthly life...cursed by the nature of the knowledge I possess...destined for an eternity of loneliness and despair...