maybe we aren't ever really supposed to know ourselves, maybe we'll continue to learn more of ourselves as time goes on and we experience different situations and feats. i think that anyone who thinks they know themselves or know what they truly want is a bit close minded in the regards that there is a plethora of experiences we've never even come close to touching. so how can you know yourself and know what you want when you only know so little of the world and what it has to offer. myself included. sometimes i feel as though i know what i want, but then i look at the bigger picture. My knowledge is minuscule and we live in a gargantuan universe. i rest easy at night knowing that i'll never fully know myself. thats a great thing.