The past of my Little SelfA Poem by Daisy
In the past,
Loneliness refreshed Her It helped Her puzzled mind to put the pieces of Her life together Rather than feeling isolated She felt normal. She felt Herself. She didn't use to mind that the people who care were not there She liked them not being there to see Her cry or laugh She felt like She did not need anyone in Her life She didn't want to depend on anyone And She felt scared when people wanted to depend on Her Because my Little Self thought, that, Closeness was a weakness, something She refused to deal with She did not open Her heart to anyone The pain of separation The pain of betrayal Terrified Her, like the dark terrifies a little child But the loneliness She clung to was just an easy answer A short cut maybe She told Herself it's natural It's the way She is But She was wrong She has never felt the idea of love But She chose to find happiness in a busy crowd And She found it. She still hugs loneliness But it's not because of negativity You need to be alone with yourself To try and comprehend the bliss that surrounds you.
© 2013 Daisy |
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Added on March 12, 2013 Last Updated on March 12, 2013 Tags: loneliness, she, self, confessional, poetry, bliss, personal, life |