The big day

Couple months later

Graduation was finally here, had on white skinny jeans a white short sleeve v-neck shirt and white sneakers had my hair in a ponytail had walked across the stage gotten my diploma was happy as ever. after the ceremony we all was in the grand hallway i was looking for mom mami and art. had heard mom call my name i look up she was standing upstairs. I came up there, had gave her a big hug. they was taking pictures and everything than mami said "there's someone whose here to see you." she turned her head i looked to where she was looking and grasp "miguel." he smiled as i ran into his arms, he lift me up and spun me around. had sat me down as he said "congrats lil bug." i said "you came." he smirk "i wasn't going to miss my little sister's graduations." he pulled me back into his arms i started to cry a bit was really happy he was here. mom and mami took a picture of me, stone, art, miguel and simone together. After that we went out to eat, had a great time with the fam. After all that me simone and stone went out with the rest of the graduating class. one of them was throwing a big party. we had a great time and all took a bunch of pictures. Later that night i came home had changed clothes went to mom's room and crawl in the bed, laid up close behind mom and wrapped my arms around her as i laid my head down on the pillow. she giggled "finally you're home." i laughed a bit as i place a kiss on the back of her neck. we fell asleep, during the next few days i spent my time hanging out with my girl Simone, family and friends. Then one afternoon i went up to the church, one of the sisters wanted me to come up there to get a plate of food they had some big birthday thing and there was a bunch of food left. i came in had my dogtags on, went into the grand hall they have, looked around saw some of the church members cleaning up. had saw sister Toni, had walked up to her she had smile "hey you made it." i smile "of course." we hugged each other, than we talked as i followed her to the kitchen. saw Jacques my ex, my first love. she was putting stuff up when she heard my voice. Toni ask "so where are they shipping you to?" I ans "they're shipping me to Iraq next Saturday." thats when Jacques turned her head and looked at me. I looked at her while Toni said "you be careful over there and send me a letter so i can send you a care package." I said "alright you just make sure you send me some of my fave cookies you make." she laugh "you got it baby." we hugged, i left on out had walked to my car. just as i was finna get in I stopped when i heard Jacques’ said "tru wait." turned around and looked at her. she stood in front of me, she ask "you joined the army?" I nod my head, next thing you know she began rambling was pacing back and forth I grab the back of her neck pulled her close to me and french kissed her. was holding the side of her face when we stopped kissing, had touch each other's forehead i had took a deep breath and said "im always going to remember our love we had for each other, you are always going to be in my heart," she was crying a bit, i kissed her again and cont "i still love you." wiped her tears of her cheek and walk to my car, got in and drove away. she went on to her apt laid in her bed and fell asleep crying thinking about me. I drove on over to see Ange. came inside her house we chilled around than we ended up having sex. after being at her house i drove on over to Jen's condo. came inside we was in the kitchen when i had left her up and sat her on the counter we began making out she had her arms wrapped around me had pulled my shirt off and threw it on the floor. i took hers off as she got down off the counter we went into the bedroom had laid her down on top of it had put her shorts and thong off began eating her out so good like it was my last meal. she was moaning "ahh...ahhh baby...ahh." then i came back up we french kissed as she wrap her legs around me and place her lips by my ear and moan "i want you in me." i pulled my jeans and boxers pulled my strap out and slid it in her was goin in and out hard she loved how i rotate my hips. I was loving how she dig her nails into my back clawing it and everything. both of us moaning and groaning had hit her g-spot several times. than we did it doggy style, was going hardcore she loves it rough and freaky. we ended up going five rounds, after all that i had took a quick shower and put my clothes. and left on out, while i was driving i gotten a call from Jacques. i ans "sup." she said "hey can we talk?" I ans "sure." she said "i'll b waiting." I drove on over to her apartment, came inside got to the fourth floor and knocked on her door. couple seconds later she open it, i came inside she closed the door. we scared at each other for a long time, Jacques ask "why, why are you doing this?" I exhale deeply as i turned around and walked away from her, I ans "cause i have to." she said "thats not a good reason tru." I sigh "i cant explain it i just know i have to do this, ok...i got to." she came and stood behind me place her hand on my shoulder i turn my head to the side.