Forgiving her

Early the next morning i got up changed into my bball shorts, hoodie and running shoes had grab my iPhone and earbugs, went on outside stretch and ran 20 miles. was still in training for the army. mom woke up saw that i wasn't in the bed, she looked around as she got up walked past art's room saw him scaring out of his window. she ask "ay whats wrong?" he ans "nothing just watching tru." she came in saw me running up in the driveway, had stopped and caught my breath. sat down on the steps scared off to space for awhile was thinking. Couple minutes later i came in the house took a shower got out oil and sprayed my body down, put on my briefs, a fresh pair of white skinny jeans, a off white long long sleeve v-neck shirt, a fresh pair of black Stacy Adams. had oil and brushed my hair into a ponytail had on my diamond studs, watch necklace locket and beaded bracelets. was looking good, had went downstairs went in the kitchen grab myself something to eat, had sat down at the table. couple seconds later Stone came in and sat down across from me he scared into my eyes i scared into his, he nod his head i nod back. we sat in quiet as we ate breakfast.

Late that night around 11pm, i was roaming around the city with my homies. had on black jeans, a black long sleeve shirt, a black hoodie and black sneakers i had my hood up and my hands in my pocket walking with the crew. When we saw and heard a loud commotion going on down across the street. we cont walking saw that it was a man and a woman, then i grasp when i saw it was mami. next thing i know she fell to the ground after tha guy hit her. we rushed on over to her, i pulled out my gun and got up behind him as i said "hey" he turned around and i hit hard in the face he fell down i said "dont you ever put your hands on a woman...especially my mother." he grasp when he saw the kd sigma on the side of my gun. he took off running. then i kneel down to mami as i put my gun in my jeans, looked at her as i help her up off the ground. one of my homies ask "she alright?" I said "i dont know, im take her to the spot...i'll see yall later." they said "alright, later." we got to my car, and drove on over to my secret condo. got there few minutes later, pulled up in the garage, i help her inside.walked into the living room sat her down on the couch, and went to get the first aid kit. had took my hoodie off as i walked back to the living room, had stood down on the coffee table in front of her she wince a bit when i began cleaning her cut on the side of her face. then i helped her take her jacket off, laid her down on the couch. she grab a hold of my hand as i was finna to walk away, i look at her she said "thank you." I smile a bit as i lean towards her and place a kiss on her forehead. placed a blanket over her, and left on out the living room. she fell asleep, an hour and half later she woke up got off the couch and began looking for me, she heard soft music playing in tha other room, she got up and followed the music. stood in the doorway saw me sitting down on the floor by the couch drawing in my sketch pad. the fireplace was lit, she heard me crying a bit. next thing you know i ripped the page out and threw it in the fire as i got up off the floor. stood there and watched it burn, i walked on over to the window and cont crying than mami came in the room i turn my head to the side saw her and quickly wiped my eyes she ask "ay whats wrong?" i lie "nothing im fine." she came and stood beside of me, as she place her hand on my shoulder she said "talk to me." I sigh "i miss us ma...i miss everything we used to do together playing basketball at night, cuddling in bed waking up in the middle of the night for a snack...." i began crying again as i cont "i miss you mami...i need you." she pulled me in her arms and held me tight as she cried "im so sorry mi armor i miss you too so much i never stopped thinking about you." i held her in my arms as i closed my eyes, i missed being in her arms. after awhile we laid on the couch talking softly til we fell asleep. Early the next morning we woke up had drove her to her place she had to go to work. then i drove on home, parked in the driveway came inside went upstairs saw mom was still asleep, i came in the room stood by the bed quietly took my shoes off and got in the bed laid up behind her. she open her eyes and smile a bit, had rolled over scared into my eyes. she place her hand on my cheek as she smiled, i smiled back as i place my hand on hers and kissed her hand. than she pulled me closer to her as she turned around i wrapped my arms around her and held her tight. we fell asleep.