Laugh for me

Cuddling on a rainy day, having my shoulders massaged, catching my lover’s eye across a crowded room. I could live without all of this, without the random kisses ,the company at night and the flower delivery guy at my doorstep on Valentine's Day.

What I really miss most about being in a relationship is making a grown man bellow with laughter from the depths of his stomach ,watch the mirth leak out of him in salty tears and make him clutch his sides as if they would surely come apart if he did not hold them together. 

The things that it does to my soul.