A reverse nightmare

More "poetry".....emotions thrown into words to make up something semi-comprehensible.

I'm stuck in a reverse nightmare.
I dream of a great life, and I'm happy.
But when I wake, I have to face reality.
When I dream, I'm in love.
When I wake, I'm just the friend.
When I dream, I'm always happy.
When I wake, I'm always depressed.
When I dream, I have no problems.
When I wake, I'm surrounded by them.
When I dream, I feel no pain.
When I wake, I hurt everywhere.
When I dream, I feel awake.
When I wake, I want to dream.

Author's Note

Again, just some more "emotions" arranged into words.......