Internal Rhythm

Daily thoughts

Breath in

Breath out

Stare at the blank screen

Try to come up with something witty

Fail

Try to at least come up with something that sounds good

Fail

Day dream about success

Realize that you failed  Again

Write something random

Find it somewhat cool

Try to replicate the success

Fail

Try to discuss the philosophic thoughts

Realize that people would laugh at the ideas presented

Get angry at those ‘people’ because of their elitism

Try to make the ideas more serious

Fail

Wonder why no one takes any of the writing or ideas seriously

Wonder why other people have success and yet none comes this way

Feel upset and angry and depressed

Delete everything

Stare at blank screen

Breath out

Breath in

Type away uselessly at the keyboard

Tap

Tap

Click

Clack

Fail

Check to see if things have become popular

Prove what already known, that it is not popular

Know it’s never going to become popular

Try again

Try again harder

Take a break

Try again even harder

Know that laziness is keeping everything back

Try

Again

Again

Fail

See the rest of life stretching out forward

Know that there is no distinction

No happiness on that road

Look for a divergent path

Can’t find one

Hate everything

Know that weakness is within

Can’t do anything about it

Give up

Return because can’t give up

Try again

Fail

Fail

Fail

Fail

Fail

Read something else to get a good idea

Can’t emulate the others

Realize the insignificance of the task

Fail again

Again

Again

Again

Feel burnt out

Surrender

Fail

Fail

Fail

Can’t get past the word

Fail

Decide that using the failure might be good

Fail

Burn everything and decide never to speak of it again

Fail

Give up for good.