shy guy

1st one

Expressing the feelings never been told         

I was too shy as on hold

Like a pet after being scold

Or a child caught by cold

Stinging comments were made by them   

Retaining in my memories from am to pm 

For this there was no judgment in rem 

It increased a lot of  my pain and problem

I was silent so were my surrounding

The comment of others, make my heart pounding

All the attempts I took to speak were rebounding

Motivation from other keeps me hounding

In my sight ,for this problem there seems no solution.

So I tried a lot to cease others attention.

But the way out of this problem, no one did ever mention.

For me it  grew into a very typical situation

The days went on ,so were the night

Light of hope was out of my sight

Grew old and begin to fright

As being deprived of my basic right

The days of my end was near

At the pinnacle was my fear

My mental situation began to steer

I was shy, nothing is clear  

Silence was my life, silent was my death

All my life felt my crazy habit’s wrath

Wasn't able to find the help of one who can change my path

But it has nothing to do now as it was my last