My Life

This was written on the 26/06/2015

My Life,

A swift turn of events

where smiles are the currency,

A place of my souls own creation.

Where no-one dies,

Where we teach to love,

A haven of peace,

Where angels sing and dance.

Where there is no war,

A place for the entire human race,

Where we can learn to forgive,

A gust of wind, scented with roses.

Where we can dance and play,

Where the stars shine, oh so brightly

Where we fly amongst the stars,

And soar with the birds.

Yet I can't fly

I can't find the haven

I can't smile

I can't forgive.

Quiet, time for darkness to play,

Bring me to life, free my soul.

Show me the way out cause the walls are closing in,

I fear that my times up.

I can't see the light,

I can't find my way out,

The pain is unbearable,

I can't seem to breathe.

You're so far away,

I'm so lost without you by my side,

The world's so cold without your warmth,

You're my lighthouse when I'm lost at sea.

My minds a dark place,

Without your bright light.

You're my one and only

You're my hope.

You're my true saviour,

You left me behind

As I reached out for you,

You turned your back on me.

My life 

A shattered window of hope,

Where nothing survived,

I can't live anymore.

In a world

Filled with ashes

Where war is our only nature

Where peace is just a theory.

where no-one can see me

As I cry out for help

I begged for mercy

yet there was none to be found.

Where dreams are a wanted hope,

but nightmares rule.

I begged for your warmth

yet only the cold survives.

I hope I survive

Cause in the end,

My Life

Is worth Nothing!!