Undecide

Not sure of title but about a vampires vow of this 14 day of Febuary <not real though just fantasy>

They call this day joyful
How can that be when
It is so cold and dark
And you can hear the
Sound of rain drops
Hitting my tomb

Maybe I have lost the
Will to love since the
Change that has occurred
Inside me.

Maybe no one can love
A beast like me
I�m so wild
I�m so insecure
I�m such a beast
No one can love me

So I shall prowl the
Night for my food
And go to sleep unfilled
Of the joy this day brings

I shall harvest my food
And bring devastation
To this day for some
Will never see another

The air I breath is so
Pure and loving it just
Feels me inside with
Blood red haltered
For this day

When did I lose the
Ability to love or
Did I just not notice
Till today that the
Change robbed of my
Feelings and left me
Empty inside

For do not fear me
I�m just an empty
Shell that has been
Tossed away many
Years ago so go on
On this joyful day
And live it like it
Is your last for it
Maybe

For I�m on the prowl
Tonight and forever
On this joyful day

For this my vow
Every fourteenth of
Febuary I shall prowl
The night and go to
Sleep unfilled for that
Day

So hear my roar
Hear there screams
Hear the slient tears
Of my sorrow that
Beats my drum day
In and out

For I�m not a normal
Beast
I�m a beat that has no
Love for this world
And the people who
Live it

So now I have made
My vow read tomorrows
News and you shall
Hear of the devastation
I have made on this
Joyful day

Come all ye listen to
My vow of the
Mascara I plan on
This hallow night for
Many centuries to come

Hear me roar
Hear me roar

For I�m not to be
Taken lightly so

Hear me roar

Oh this joyful day is
Such a harvest day
For me the blood will
Flow like wine a
Lovely wine for all
To taste for it is bitter
But yet so sweet
Because of the joyful
Day

Do feel the joy this
Day is bring for I do
Not so I shall leave
Now and begin my
Prowl on this night

Author's Note

Tell me what you think of it please and any title suggestions