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Remind yourself.

Stop lying to yourself.
It hurts to live and be in this world, yes. By no means does that mean you cannot enjoy it.
The world is beautiful and corrupt.
It is a living organism filled with nonliving improvements. 
The people are selfish and spoiled. 
But occasionally you will interact with some that will smile and care about the hints you leave behind in your sentences. 
You can toss and turn all night - writhing in pain. And then you can sleep it all off in the day. 
As long as you get up.