Melting

A Poem by Fuzzy_Poluzah

I was perfectly okay.

Before I met you, before I fell for you

I was sad and alone but fine.

Now, I walk around my house searching

for something to fill the space

That you left me with.

I cook now by the way, big meals

that never reach my mouth,

only the trash can.

I have custom made dog tags, concert tickets

And 68 letters to you in a box that you will never receive.

I know that I asked for too much sometimes,

I really blew it this time.

I thought we were strong enough,

But I couldn't be the only one trying.

You didn't think I was worth the effort

And that's okay.

I love you, I always will and I know that I shouldn't.

I miss your kisses, your laugh, your hugs, your presence.

I still remember how you called me beautiful

Every chance you got, and I remember

How when we kissed it made us dizzy.

I remember your scent, your birthmarks,

Every freckles and every hair.

I remember each shirt that doesn't quite fit right

And your jeans that are all too short.

I don't want to forget. I want pain of these memories.

I tried, sometimes a little too hard,

even when we were hopeless.

I tried because I remember every crack in your voice

When this time last year, you whispered to me,

"But there's a chance."

Everybody could see that we were perfect,

So in love, and happy, and in love.

The way we looked at one another

The way we talked to one another.

The way we wanted to trust one another,

But couldn't bring ourselves to believe.

The feeling got lost with the empty promise

that goes by the name "forever."

© 2014 Fuzzy_Poluzah

Author's Note

Let me know what your thunker was thinkin'. :3

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TheLostMind

This is a sad melancholic piece. Sometimes we have to let go - "Nothing really belongs to us but Time".. I assure you, those memories aren't going to do any good either.. You will never be able to forget him. The wounds can heal but the scars will last forever. They will drive us crazy.

Posted 9 Years Ago

terry smith

Everything dies...even love, unfortunately. everything but those memories...

Posted 9 Years Ago

Sami Khalil

"I love you, I always will and I know that I shouldn't.

I miss your kisses, your laugh, you hugs, you presence.

I still remember how you called me beautiful

Every chance you got, and I remember

How when we kissed it made us dizzy."

Very nice and romantic...:)..................