My 4am thoughts

My sad thoughts..

I remember when i was 4, and i tied string around my finger until i couldn't feel it anymore. I remember the pain.

I remember when i was 8, and i slipped down the rope, creating burns across my palms. I remember the pain.

I remember when i was 12, and i learnt to tie a noose, wondering when the hell i'll ever need to use one. I remember every step.

I am now 15, and i am no longer alive. The same rope that caused me pain over the years has now set it all free. I remember no more.