These thoughts...again

A Poem by CrystalRose

Dark thoughts for a dark day

If I look my life
Would anyone care
If I wasn't here
Would it be better out there
All these thoughts
sneak into my mind
No job and no friends
No life, so to speak
Think I'm gonna throw up
Knees feeling weak
is everyone else so alone and afraid
If it is so
Why don't they say
Don't want to sit
In this room by myself
But can't find a reason
To be around someone else
With nothing to offer
Why should I get up
Maybe if I do
Someone else will fill this cup