She

I hate the feel of being alone

I hate that i have to watch everyone else smile

when i'm in pain

i hate the feeling of being judged

i love the feeling of being cut

The cold metal piercing my viens

The beauty of my blood running down my arm

The smell of death around me

I love it so much

and when man says he loves me

he just leaves the next day

is my body all that i'm worth?

The scars that you put are feigning my existence

stupid

you called me

ugly he said

worthless

is what i see in the mirror

agirl that's dead inside

but pretty on the outside

she's covered in blood

and scars

she's given up on life

she is me

the metal has stopped 

close to the bone

her arm is limp

she's not breathing 

she's covered in blood and scars

He didn't love her

no one does

now she is gone

and they do not care