Meaningless

Sometimes my mind races ahead of me

and there's just so much I want to do.

My energy is boundless 

and I feel like I could do anything. 

I feel like dancing

and throwing myself into the world,

tossing all my cares aside.

I feel like the world is mine

and anything could happen.

Excitement spurs me on,

pleasure blazing.

But then that blazing fire,

becomes nothing but smoke.

Completely burnt out.

Suddenly the small empty hole

becomes a wide, gaping void.

And it becomes apparent

that nothing can fill it.

I realise

that everything I did

was completely meaningless.