What Should I Do?

What should I do?

I think I love you

But people throw things at me.

 

Facts or just opinions?

I thought I knew you

Or do I still know?

 

We have been through a lot

Time after time

We have made it through.

 

You are very special.

Very special to me

But I just don't know.

 

So confused, and so tired

Feeling empty of heart

But still trying.

 

Do you love me?

Do you have respect?

Sometimes you show it

Or is it all an act?

 

Are you the main character?

The biggest role of the show?

With your broken promises and dreams.

Setting up for the very end.

 

Sometimes your one way

And sometimes your different.

Two sides to every coin

This you portray well.

 

If only some people could see you as I do.

Knowing what I know

Then maybe they wouldn't judge.

 

I know your not perfect

I know your not some people's dream

But you mean a lot to me.

 

It hurts when I am forced to turn

I try so hard to fight

But I am forced.

 

I don't want to be so mean

But I must do what I have to.

To only make them see.

 

I know your past

And you know mine.

I wish we could both change.

 

Unfortunally I have a feeling

This show is going to end.

But what will the outcome be?

 

We will soon know....

Author's Note

This is different. I realize this I am going through some things right now as you can see. I needed to pour out my feelings.

Reviews

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you have to trust your own feelings on this one..people are always going to have an opinion but that is all it it..an opinion because as you stated they don't know the person like you, the can only hypothesis about what they would do..you listen your heart..and your soul will always lead you to joy..thats it's purpose :)

[patricia]

penning inner conflicts has always helped me...working out the pros and cons...thankyou ...nice poem

[Lily Mae]

I really feel this to my core. You have penned your feelings well here and made it real for all those who read. There's nothing worse then loving someone that can't or won't go there... One side of the coin can't be without the other side ...a meeting in the middle.. I think you did great with your expression...and I hope whatever the outcome was,,that it made you happy...x

[Chris Smith Welshpoetcs]

You have expressed the side of love that we rarely see, how others sometimes see that which we keep our eyes closed to and refuse to look into reality. Beautifully done.