I Will Wait.

ive decided to not fog my mind with useless boys

im done

im fed up with ones that come along pretending to be real

ive been lied to

ive been overlooked

ive been taken to such a high

only to be dropped down far below and crushed into a million pieces

ive been stabbed in the heart

ive been punched in the stomach

and i feel like at times ive been taken advantage of

but no

not anymore!

i refuse to listen to the honey tipped lies of boys that come my way

i refuse to let them into my heart without first going through my Creator

they will not take up space in my head if they ain't paying rent

they will not coax me and seduce me into thinking that im the one

the one and only theyll ever love

because its never true

one week it is and then when something prettier, new, and more amazing

than me comes along im history, old news, sooo yesterday

i am strong

i dont have to listen to your lies

i dont have to pretend that what you did to me was okay

because it wasnt

i dont have to talk to you anymore

i dont need you to make me happy

i dont need you in my life

i cant believe you had me falling for you...again

i fell for you once and might i add hard

i got over you once and i can do it again

but this time for good

your out of my life once and for all

never to be let back in

not the way you once were

not to break my heart again

not to hurt me anymore

i will wait for the one who my Creator picked out

i will wait for the one who is true and just

i will wait for the one who is pure and loyal

i will wait for the one who will never hurt me

i will wait for the one who will never forsake me

i will hold back in the beginning

but in the end i will love him forever

then and only then will my heart be open again

Reviews

[Sami Khalil]

Good for all the realizations...Bravo......................