Tears In My Eyes.

well tonight is my second to the last night sleeping in this room

it brings tears to my eyes knowing ive lived in this room for seventeen years

and in two days its going to be gone

yes ill be coming home on the weekends and i know its going to be all fine

buhh im going to miss this place

all the times that ive had staying up late talking on the phone

facebook iming till three or four in the morning

(which i still do to this day : ) in fact doing right now!) ahaha

except its only eleven

buhh im sorry talking to my best friend is addicting ahaha

he's jus sooo cool!! and makes everything better

ANYWAYS

im going to miss this place

back on track

all the memories

all the nights crying

all the nights laughing

listening to the radio

reading my favorite books

jus everything that goes into growing up

is all compacted in this room

and soon its going to become ....

an office

what a sad story

memories of my wall being filled to the brim with things that

summed up who i was

and yet the stuff i hid to try to hide what i really wanted to let out

its all so strange.

ive thrown stuff away that was holding me down

it helps me move on

stuff i jus wanna keep though

useless stuff, junk

buhh i gotta let it go

and i have

im going to miss my room

i wanna give it one big hug and never let it go

ill miss you room and all your memories

i love you