Blessed

A poem I wrote about my feelings about that one person you'll never truly over. Also that wishful thinking that it'll work out in the end.

It’s hard to maintain myself

When I’m around you

The pitter patter in my heart beats faster

Similar to a game of double dutch

It’s easy to let go

Tell you the wonders of this world.

My world

Your world

But the harsh realities

Rear its ugly head

I want to get lost

In you

With you

But I know that I can’t

And it’s not your fault

It never was

The world gave me this sadness

It was chosen specifically for me

What do I do with it?

No clue

But that smile gives me momentary happiness

And the harsh reality hits

And I start counting

The minutes

The seconds

Until I see that smile again

This sadness was chosen for me

The light may be at the end of the tunnel

But until then

I suffer silently

In the darkness

For this sadness was chosen for me