Lost of word

This was an encounter I faced when I was unconscious

Lost of words to say, was alone in a fallen darkness

how does it feel when you were at the middle of death

then you would know how beautiful and lighting it is in earth

left and right no where is save, you keep looking up and down, in and out 

it will be like no way out, you are alone searching for a way but it is shut

screaming and crying, confuse and lost, searching and hoping that there will be just one

don't wish to be in that kind of situation in life, no

in between life and death, no

is it just a scenaro that happened in a sudden 

in a twinkle of an eye, you find yourself in a lonely scene 

you will call names but no reply, very quiet and lonely

you are just on your own, I cried, I shouted, I lifted my voice 

but there was no answer, my mind was shock, where am I?

it was dark, it was not in the world of the living

that place is not a place to experience ever again 

half-dead,half-living what a journey I encountered

something kept motivating me to keep moving forward, you will get a way

but another spirit kept saying in my mind do you know where you are going to

I was lost underground, I don't know where to go

I had to stop and say to myself where am I going to

do you know here before, are you sure you want to make another step?

my time of survival was reading, I was begging and crying for a return

I scouted down, waiting for an answer to my prayers