Isn't MeantA Poem by christopher foxCan't seem to get out of my own head.
hating myself
in everything I do trying to push through I just wonder what's the use? life isn't meant to be lived alone trying to call out with nobody home despising myself through trepid tedious smiles trying not to cry I'd be lieing to say it's been awhile. Life isn't meant to be lived in issolation This too shall pass But in this, how much time am I wasting? Terrified by myself as I stare to the dark. it smiles back at me and never allows me to get very far Life isn't meant to spend days and weeks in bed Staring at the same wall Unable to escape your own head. Hating myself as this definition persists This too shall pass I just wonder when is the end?
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1 Review Added on October 25, 2015 Last Updated on October 25, 2015 Tags: depression, hate, terror, thoughts, waiting Authorchristopher foxColorado Springs, COAboutI'm 24 and have been writing my whole life. I began to share my work in 2014, and haven't gotten the performance side down just yet. I was on episode 703 "Shock" of the Risk podcast, and that record.. more..Writing
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