White CrossA Poem by Cristina Moldoveanuabout my ancestors and my life, about losing my dear ones and memories going back to childhood
One summer day I visited the Merry Cemetery fearing Moirai that bring nights walking hurriedly with small steps reading colored crosses in a haste shaking off pollen from my dress flowers for stubborn butterflies sitting on my chest’s cross keeping my lips stitched tight sealing too big questions as if the priest were stretching towards me his crucifix
They built a black cross at the main street’s corner I’m looking through the eyelids into the sun shining brutally on the plain marble spoiled now and then by some white pigeon childhood is coming back inside me all of us are again together the others still smile telling me it’s useless to pour water for mice teardrops hurt behind my eyes the world is like a colored kaleidoscope turning inside black binoculars
My forefathers lie in a small graveyard in their village they whitewashed the crucifix pale blue I stop for a while silence grows deeper amid a forest of men rooted in crosses a few young branches withered beforehand many continue walking falling on their feet where sky unites with earth sometimes they raise up
A child is drawing a cross on the pillow and falls asleep his front sticking to it
("the Merry Cemetery" - a famous cemetery in the North of Romania) © 2012 Cristina Moldoveanu |
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1 Review Added on July 10, 2012 Last Updated on July 10, 2012 AuthorCristina MoldoveanuBucharest, RomaniaAboutPoor and alone, getting old in Bucharest, Romania more..Writing
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