2 Lines

Well i have been trying to start a family since 2004 and with one miscarrage, i have yet became pregnant. This is a poem i wrote that means the world to me.

 

All I do is dream about the day that I will get those two lines

The two lines that will change my life forever

The two lines that will make me the happiest woman alive

The two lines that will make my husband the happiest man alive

 

 

 

Those 2 lines is all I ever ask god for

Those 2 lines is what I most want in life

 

 

 

I cry every time I see only one line

 Month after Month

Tear after Tear

Heartbreak after Heartbreak

 

 

Do I give up or Keep Going?

Does god have a plan for me?

Does he not think were ready?

Is my family just my husband and I?

Is this were the family ends?

 

 

All I want was to see those 2 lines come up

All I want was to hear the first heart beat

All I want was to feel him or her move in me

All I want is to hear there first cry

Hear there first word

 

 

Is that a lot to ask?

As I sit here writing this poem

I have tears running down my face.

Imagining how nice it would be to have all these things happing to me

God has a plan for me so I wait and hope that plan is what I most want

 

&

 

What I most want is to be a

"Momma"

 

 

 

 

Author's Note

I hope you like it!

Reviews

[amanda weinert]

if you wait for it
it will come
:]

[Kelley Pascoe]

Well sometimes when your not trying so hard or not at all, thats when it happends. I wish you both the best of luck. Great write!! Thanks for sharing something personal.
Kelley Frost

[WritefromtheHeart]

I will be thinking of you and hoping you get those lines soon Crissy...you express your hopes here well, it will happen when it should and there is a plan...it is just hard for us to see and understand sometimes ;-)