My Pain

I am tired of bottling all these feelings. I fight of the hatred that wells up. The pain I feel is like I am being stabbed by a thousand knives. I am tired of everything and of all the bullshit. I love my friends, but do they love me. I am tired of the lies and of the deception of everyone. If you hate me say it. If I bother you I am sorry, but you have to know that I worry for I don’t want to be alone. I am sorry for everything I do if I seem clingy its because once we are gone I won’t see you forever. I feel pain to I am not a heartless person I hurt and feel pain like everyone else. So all the words and actions you do against me do hurt but you don’t see it. I hide how I feel and all my pain until one day I will go insane.

Reviews

[Bliss.x]

Really like this as I feel like I can relate, I worry what everyone thinks of me too and it's sometimes not a good place to be. Good work :)