Foregivness

These sounds that are sounded are so perfectly soundless.

Do I hear what my ears hear or am I insane?

I concieve that she concieved what I concieved was wrong,

But do I listen when I listen to what's inside my brain?

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This feeling I feel while feeling these pages;

Do I have delusions of delusions in deluded dreams?

I am aware of awareness but not aware of myself.

Though this seems seamless, am I torn at the seams?

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I counted to count but didn't count on nothing.

Am I alive while living with no reason to live?

I blamed myself to blame the blameless things,

But can I forgive with forgiveness just to forgive?