Why Do You Do That?

Please tell me, for I don't understand.

Why do you do that?

Laugh when I wanna cry?

Do you even understand?

Can't you realize?

Yes, I'm in pain,

yes I want to die.

Yes I love you,

and no,

I don't know why.

Maybe its the look in your eye

or the fire in your heart.

Oh, I can feel it,

I've felt its heat from the start.

Why do you do that?

Act like you can't tell?

Can't you see when I'm hurting?

Can't you see I feel like hell?

Yes, I am strong,

its true, I am weak.

Yes, I try,

and, yes I seek.

I seek the happiness

and the lightness form the truth

I seek the end,

the beginning of youth.

Why do you do that?

Play with my heart?

I'm sure that you know,

I'm sure that you know.

Or maybe you don't

maybe your blind

maybe its true,

what they say about guys.

Maybe its true, you never will see

until you her it straight from me.

Why do you do that?

always so kind.

it makes my heart melt.

it makes me cry...

even to those,

I know you despise,

your always so nice. 

always so kind.

Why do you do that?

close yourself off?

Everyone can see it,

but your heart has become soft.

They all run after,

they are like kittens to milk.

They call it love.

i know its lust.

I see past the feeling,

the curtain of lies.

And I see the truth

behind the night.

dawn is coming,

as it always does.

Just one thing that bothers me,

last thing I don't

understand.

You're a boy,

not a man.

But you act like you are nothing-

act like you can't!

You can, I tell you,

you can.

But you expect too much

and it hurts me to watch,

you don't need to be everything,

not quite yet!

Tell me, my love,

Why do you do that,

when you still have a chance?