lying through my tears

Alot of the poems i write end up having something to do with past issues, or relationships or sudden feelings.

 

I waited up for you but u never called
U never signed on u never said a word..
What do u see when u look at me,
Look me right in the eye and tell me u don’t feel it too
That feeling when were together,
The electice spark that flows btwn our untouching hands,
How my fingers tingle, and just want to hhold your hand.
Resisting the earge to hold u
To say im yours,
Imy insides are screaming
But nothing comes out of my mouth
The never ending struggle to keep my mouth shut
2 fight the pain this is real,
2 be nothing more then ur sympathetic ear,
The one u come to when ur worlds falling apart and I cant even hold u and tell u I love you…
Wasting my time on this faithless image,
This reaccuring dream, doubtful and unsure,
The time in this life passes with such haste
That there is not one second to spair with thought of you,
To fly off into the sunset with this new chance at love,
To know the saying To love and to be loved as something I never learned from you,
Maybe, Just maybe, hope against hope,
I’ll make it out alive…

Author's Note

ignore grammer, spelling...i want an honest opinion about what u think about the words themselves.