Okay here we go...

So often in my life I have started things - beginnings - yes beginnings.  Beginnings are the very best.  Not always is a beginning a thing of joy, it is often as not a time filled with grief, or with lust, or just simply the turning of a page.  Life just simply is - a beginning.

 

With our every breath we are granted a new beginning, the choice then becomes ours to make, and that is where the hard part comes in.  Where do I go from here?  How do I get there?  Will the journey be worth the risk?  Will I be safer staying where I am?  Yes therein lies the dilemma - one step! just one step, one breath - and life begins again.

 

I've always found it hard to complete a beginning.  For some unfathomable reason it saddens me to think of endings.  Yet the end is only another new beginning - to finish means you've reached your next new beginning.  Thus my problem is ten fold.  I have too many open beginnings and some are so near an ending that it frightens me, yet others are in infancy, and there are yet others that a seed is even now being planted and I've yet been blessed to watch it grow.

 

Today is the beginning of yesterday, and tomorrow is a breath away.  Infinite in the vastness of my dreams.

 

For the longest time I thought and feared something was wrong with me, because of all the things that appear incomplete in my life, but it is all in the vision of me, and exactly who I am meant to be.

Reviews

[Tate Morgan]

I see this more as the crossroads o0f life.I have been to the crossroads around 6 times in life.Those days when something radical changed in my life making me change everything including the direction I had pursued .

[Cree Nations]

Tate I do agree. So much has been going on in my life, especially this last year, that I have felt overwhelmed. Discombobulated is actually the word that most describes me these days. It is correct I have reached an area of my life that I must make some choices, and they are not going to be easy ones. Thanks for the read.