The Deathly Pain

I've always felt a pain in my chest. How can I describe it but through this?

A knife is seen going into my chest.

The pain hurts that it’s like needles going through my viens.

Maybe I should cry. The stream of sorrow and a river of pain.

The never ending cycle.

It hurts but...how can I stop a pain that twists the knife going through my heart?

Will it end or will keep going?

I look through the glassy blur finding I'm alone.

I cry feeling my heart twisting more. I'm in nothing but put a terrible pain.

I yell and scream but I hear nothing.

Not even an echo.

I try to hug myself but that knife twists more going deeper.

I cry out in pain.

I start to cry the stream, that leads to the river but I can’t feel them only the pain.

Hurting....oh god I hurt...Is there someone to save me?

Is there someone that will bring me out of my darkning, agonizing, and deathly pain?

The knife twists agan then I fall.

To the ground hard unable to move...unable to breathe....unable to think.

I lie there seeing nothing but only feeling the deathly pain.