Never Ran

Never Ran

Deep down inside

Is where I feel

The thrill is gone

And I’m trying to conceal

It’s a weapon alright

A weapon of mass destruction

I’m trying to ignore

My mind can’t handle the corruption

Subject to your public affiliations

Witness to your temptations

I can’t see them

But I feel

And with the feeling alone, I know it’s real

But as loud as it screams

Why do I choose not to hear?

A rhetorical question

Because I let my love overshadow

I Love You

I see the sun but it’s your love that shades me from the rays

It saves me from being engaged

With the rage

That persuades me to follow my intuition

A premonition

I know it’s my decision

But I refuse to choose

This battle has left me numb

I’m so confused

I don’t want to be dumb, I don’t want to be used

But if I must save myself from being emotionally bruised

I must do what I have to do

Even if that means living my life without you

It’s funny that I am running on intuition

Not assumptions

But I can’t ignore it

I feel something

And the funny thing is

If my intuitions proves to be insecure doubt

I would still believe 

That you were lying to me

So it’s better to leave than conceive plans

But just know my love for you has never ran