Final Plateau

Reached a new level, a higher a plateau

Confused from here, but I know where to go

There is only one way to escape my lows

To escape the pain and negotiate my woes

Let the truth be told

All I need to do is pray

Thank the lord for waking me up to see another day

And thank the lord for making a way

But sometimes I shake my head in dismay

Saying why me? Why must I be lead astray

Why must I be the one to sit on the sun and feel the heat

Watching the world as it crumbles beneath my feet

Why must my senses work with the stench that the earth seeps

Through the cracks of the clubs, bars and pubs

Why must I be the one to feel the wrath

When I try to run to and reach what is almost in my grasp

I knew this feeling was not going to last, once I reached this plateau

This new level of happiness lasted for a second

I guess that’s what I get for second guessing.. myself that is

But from on in the words of that one rapper who seems to have it all “ima handle my biz”

Maybe then I can reach the plateau of wiz or the caliber of jay z

By the sounds of this you may think im crazy

But im sorry, im far from lazy

And I refuse to be last

I refuse to suffer from famine of the mind

Quality education

I will take, and nurture as if it was all mines

And I will surpass, and outlast those who doubt

And once I reached  the mountain top

I will feel complete

knowing that I am everything, except for weak