I Don't Sleep

I Don't Sleep

A Poem by Cool Girl
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Just read it..

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I'm in my bed
Under the covers
Listening to what's around me

I hear a plane go by
And can feel the force vibrating my house
I immediately think
"The plane will crash and I will die."

A bit later I hear the wind chimes outside
They make an eerie sound
I immediately think
"Someone is going to climb up my window to murder me."

I eventually get lost in my thoughts
But then, I hear a noise coming from my closet
I immediately think
"There's someone in there ready to get me."

I move closer to the other end of my bed
Far away from the closet
I look at the hall
The dark dark hall

Again I hear a noise
This time from downstairs
I immediately think
"Someone's trying to break in. So that is how I'll end up dying."

I wait silently
Sit quietly
I don't let my thoughts flow
Just incase they can hear my mind
Its wheels turning
It desperately finding solutions
I lie motionless
For hours to come

Is this just anxiety
I don't know

Is this normal
I don't know

All I know is that
This is why
I don't sleep at night

© 2015 Cool Girl


Author's Note

Cool Girl
Am I crazy??

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yes you have lost it Crazy Girl...hahaha no, I am just kidding ...although I would say you were a bit skittish with an overactive imagination...it does serve you quite well if you write all of this down and in detail to make excellent stories.

Posted 9 Years Ago


Cool Girl

9 Years Ago

Thank you, I will try to write some stories someday:)
It is actually pretty normal! It happens to me sometimes, but i tell myself that I'm over-thinking things! :P
By the way, the poem is really great! :)

Posted 9 Years Ago


Cool Girl

9 Years Ago

Thank you, Moonlight. I thought you would enjoy it and am glad that you did:)
Moonlight

9 Years Ago

You are most welcome! :)
I feel sometimes like this too Aless, but I know that the brain plays games with me at night so I don't pay attention to it.
Great poem you have here :)

Posted 9 Years Ago


Cool Girl

9 Years Ago

Thank you so much!! :)
Lizardo

9 Years Ago

You're welcome! :)
I wouldn't say crazy. I would say you have a fear of death. It's ok I have thoughts that are random too when I am trying to sleep.

Posted 9 Years Ago


Cool Girl

9 Years Ago

Well, atleast I'm not the only one.. :)
Thanks!

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Added on January 28, 2015
Last Updated on January 28, 2015
Tags: Anxiety, Night, Death

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Hey everyone! I'm Cool Girl, and I love writing! My obsessions: Coffee, Coffee Ice cream, more coffee, SPRINKLES, reading, writing, singing, playing piano, and talking :) haha Other stuff: I cur.. more..

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