You Say That You Love Me

You say that you love me, but you

Hit me with your words

Choke me with your negative feelings

You say that you love me, but you

Revel in my defeat

Laugh at me tears

You constantly destroy me 

My pride

My dignity

My trust 

My heart

Shattered into a million pieces

How could I love such a monstrosity?

Have you always been such a monster?

Was I so blinded by false love?

False hope?

How foolish of me!

Or was I even foolish at all?

Is it foolish to love?

To hope?

To care?

To want?

Or was I just foolish to stay?

To suffocate instead of breathe?

How long before my lungs get tired and collapse?

What will you do when I'm blue, cold, and bruised from the words you left me to endure in my last moments of suffocating for you?

Is it even worth it?

You said that you loved me

But is it even true?

Reviews

[annalysiar]

Wow so powerful...so...real. Just amazing. Amazing writing I look forward to reading more.

[CrazyEllen]

Thanks so much. :)

[annalysiar]

You're welcome