At 7 Years OldA Poem by Crazy Cat Man
At 7 Years Old I was beaten till I shed blood At 7 Years Old I was beaten till I shed no tears At 7 Years Old I was told to pray to God At 7 Years Old I was beaten while praying to God At 7 Years Old I learned not to cry At 7 Years Old I learned to not give a s**t why At 7 Years Old I was beaten cold At 7 Years Old I learned to keep it all in At 7 Years Old I learned to cry from within At 7 Years Old I hated myself At 7 Years Old I wanted to kill myself At 7 Years Old I became numb At 7 Years Old I thought I was dumb At 7 Years Old I thought everything I did was wrong
Just trying to read I got beat Just trying to pray I got beat
At 17 Years Old I was wild At 17 Years Old I did not give a f**k At 17 Years Old All I did was f**k At 17 Years Old I didn't know right from wrong At 17 Years Old I didnt care right from wrong At 17 Years Old I became numb to pain At 17 Years Old I started to inflict pain At 17 Years Old I started it all again At 17 Years Old I needed to restrain At 17 Years Old I didn't know who to blame At 17 Years Old I was ashamed At 17 Years Old I thought I was a shame At 17 Years Old I tried to change At 17 Years Old I hated even my own name
But why is the pain still there? Why isn't my life fair?
At 27 Years Old I still feel the same At 27 Years Old I still carry the pain At 27 Years Old I'm trying to understand why At 27 Years Old I still wanted to die At 27 Years Old I'm wondering am I sane? At 27 Years Old Am I going insane? At 27 Years Old I found out that I did nothing wrong At 27 Years Old I didn't speak for so long At 27 Years Old I found out that it wasn't my fault At 27 Years Old I found out that it was "HE" who was insane At 27 Years Old I am making a stand At 27 Years Old I know I would be a better man
Than "HE" who laid a hand on a poor 7 year old boy © 2010 Crazy Cat ManFeatured Review
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Added on February 7, 2008Last Updated on March 2, 2010 AuthorCrazy Cat ManNew York, NYAboutthese are my favorite poems that I have done Letter To Keira KnightleyA Poem by The Reviewer Everybody's CrazyA Poem by The Reviewer Cradle Of Filth - Lilith Immaculate Dimmu Borgir - Ga.. more..Writing
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