I'm Not Over Him

how can I say I'm over him

when I can't even bare his memory

 

I miss him so much

even when I'm not thinking about him

 

it's the pain behind my eyes

when the tears hit the floor

 

what have I done

I have destroyed the universe

by cancelling our chemistry

 

how can no one see it

or is it just that they don't care

 

I'm dying inside

and it's all my fault

 

but it's not suicide

unless you can say

 

not trying to fix a broken heart and soul

is suicidal