My Pain, My Sorrow, My Vengeance

After my Father packed up and left my mom high and dry with 4 kids; My grandfather was my father in my eyes, he was my super hero. He made me the man I am. And cancer took his life. So I wrote this.

Dear God,

 

I have no intention of believing in you or attempting to do so.

But hear me now if you can, you’re biggest mistake was creating me in this world.

 

You have taken things from me God, things that you cannot return.

I can never see them again, for I have sinned so I shall burn.

 

But these things you took from me, they were good, they are with you.

 

But now that I must fall, you shall fall too.

 

I challenge you god, to a duel of mind and valor.

So you had best smite me before I, You, with the latter.

 

You’ve made me unstoppable, with me hate constantly driving me.

By making me hate this life and all its depravity.

 

I hate it with such passion that I’ve made it my single goal, to take vengeance on it’s creator, and reap all that he stole.

Author's Note

I hope you find solace in my anger-filled writings.