I Don't Know Who I am Anymore.

I don't know who I am anymore.

With hell so near, and

pain so clear...

I could swear my heart still wants you.

 

Bitter tears curving along saddened,

gaunt, white cheeks,

spilling from eyes that leak...

unrequited love so bleak.

 

Memories flame of love untamed,

sheets of white, that

never quite stayed upon

the bed. Your hands hold your head.

 

Blue eyes of confusion, a

hollow chest to match a now

empty motive. And a screeching

pain, a damaged locomotive

traveling

faster

and hurling

 

downhill in flames.

 

And it's raining inside my heart.

 

Sad tears to dull the break into a dim,

distant,

pulsating

 

ROAR.

 

You've gone.

 

And I don't know who I am anymore.