Our Love Is Beautiful.

My fingers lightly dance across the paper.... pages and pages of you, scrawled in adorable handwriting. Your notes in my pockets, like little pieces of you going with me everywhere I choose to roam.

 

No one will ever be able to save me from this pit of madness. I've been falling too far for too long. But by fate alone and chance and probability and coincidence.... you were brought to me, falling as well.

 

We don't have to pick each other up to be happy. We don't need the other to grab our hand and pull us from the abyss.

 

We've only wanted someone to fall with.

 

Never to fall for, because you're already falling, and they try to help you, but never can. You're just out of reach.

 

We've only wanted someone to be consumed by darkness with us.

 

I think of you, of your gorgeous eyes, your loving kindness and tenderness towards others... the selflessness I've always searched for...

 

and my heart skips a beat.

 

It truly is beautiful, these moments we share where we drop our conversations, completely consumed in each other's eyes. Then we have to catch our breath.

 

It is beautiful how you give me butterflies when you lean in to tell me something, when you press your mouth against my ear and whisper to me you love me.

 

It is beautiful the way you make my legs weak when you hug me tight to your body <3

 

It is beauitful how when I stare into your eyes, all these feelings of hurt and neglect all but materialize and the only thing that matters is when are you going to kiss me?

 

It is beautiful the way you make me feel whenever I think of you... I feel safe and secure, loved and taken care of.

 

You are beautiful. The very thought of you is beautiful. You are an amazing person inside and out, which I shall cherish until time ends.

 

Our love is that of a newborn star... Strong, steady, glowing. It is contagious, warming everyone surrounding it. We live off each other alone, with not a worry at all... All this empty space and desparation around us, making us feel so small yet so important. We're only a star in this huge space, but the only star.

 

And if the day comes that the star shall burn out, it will still take millions of years for that love to fade away in space. And by that time, we will be reborn into another life to once again paint the dark canvas of solitude with our amazing story <3

 

Our love is beautiful, amazing, and so important. It may seem so small compared to the darkness around us, this darkness we're falling down into, but all the darkness makes us shine ever brighter.