Explanation

Now no good story would be complete without a happy ending. In this case, there isn't one. Not yet anyways. Jane soon became fed up with starving herself to death and realized that it wasn't fixing anything or making anything easier.. so she eventually stopped. She really did want to die. Want to leave everything and everyone and be somewhere where none of her problems would haunt her ever again... she wanted to be with god.. With the angels she always heard the minister talk about at church.. She wanted to be like them. Happy and carefree. Genuine and kind. She was disgusted with the monster she had made herself out to be in the end.. she was disgusted with herself.. everything she had done.. the people she had hurt.. the thoughts she had almost said aloud.. She didn't dare share them with anyone.. she didn't want their pitty.. that was the last thing she wanted. But Jane's mother soon got out of the later discovered psych ward.. explaining the no visitation rule.. she now realized why her brother had referred to their mother as crazy...things got easier when she came back home.. but for some reason, she was never the same. and she was only home, to leave again.. and again.. Jane's lost count, but she can cope well enough now to get through it and she is healthy and so is her family, aside from her mother...