Past, Present, Future

I have fought to long and to hard, 

to safely build a strong wall around me, 

protecting myself from ones creeping within.

I have tried to build a strong wall, 

blocking the past from entering into the present. 

They are always able to find a way to creep into a small hole, 

chisel at it til they finally enter. 

Throw daggers to wound what's left of my soul.

They attack me now with past memories. 

Tormenting my mind with nightmares, lies, 

that forever linger in my mind each day

I wake up to face another day.

I have tried to focus on my future. 

When there is no stability in your present life, 

it's already been stolen from the your past and present 

nightmares from those demons. Dreams you once had, 

they've shattered, faith and hope you once believed in

has been taken away from you. True love is just two 

words people have wanted to find.

The word B-E-L-I-E-V-E, just a word 

with no meaning like my life. WHY? 

My future I once BELIEVED in, again ATTACKED! 

POISONED by their lies, hurt, pain caused from them, 

rejection, infidelity, no trust, near death situations.