A Second Chance, I Didn't Deserve

This time, my life will end
It has too, I hated life.
I was suicidal many times
Sick of dealing with strife

November 3, 2014 my life
Was hanging by a thread
Hooked to a machine
Just wanted to be dead

Satan almost won that day
God said, "You are not going
To ever take her away.
She'll make it through today."

"She has a purpose in life,
I have a plan for her still.
She has to listen, make a choice
On her very own free will."

I have a very long way to go
Try to be stronger everyday
I woke up realizing it wasn't
Worth taking my life that day.

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

I'm glad you survived. I have lost two brothers to suicide.
"I have a very long way to go
Try to be stronger everyday
I woke up realizing it wasn't
Worth taking my life that day."
I told people. Suicide is dead-end and life is possibilities. Thank you for sharing your powerful poetry. Please send read request. I would like to read your work.
Coyote

[Country Girl46]

Ty, coyote! After my brother committed suicide at the age of 18 my life fell apart. I took the blame which is the first stage of healing. Right now I am in the anger stage. This happened 32 yrs ago.

[Coyote Poetry]

I understand. Been 27 years for me. I still hold regret.

[Leticia Z]

GREAT job! I really enjoyed reading that you have a purpose for your life!
Its amazing what happens when you know your purpose. LOVED it!

[Country Girl46]

Thank you! This is the only way I can keep myself from doing it again is by writing.