An Impossible, Unbearable Decision

it might not make sense, but i wrote it when these words came to my mind, and it shows how my mind is changing...

 

An Impossible, Unbearable Decision

 

 

Ever have to make a decision,

That could change your life?

I don’t want to.

I can’t.

Is it even possible?

 

I don’t have to,

But I give myself the challenge,

Of choosing between two.

There are two of them,

But I might never have to choose.

I must though.

It just seems right.

 

Both are friends,

One maybe is more than the other.

Both are there,

One more than the other.

Both are caring,

Is one more than the other?

 

I might now have my answer,

But still I’m not sure.

 

I know it isn’t love,

No, No, No,

But I’m still young,

Still here for a while.

I will find out,

If only it will come to me soon…..