![]() Hero In DeathA Story by C.J.H.![]() Written after 14 months of sobriety![]() I've tried for so long, to not become this. Heroin Death........... otherwise, for people to learn from my mistakes, because they cost my last breath. To try to explain, to a junkie, that it doesn't have to end this way? There is a better chance? I feel the hardest part is letting you know, that it is worth every effort, to find a better way to live. That it takes more than a year, to feel that you will someday again, be normal? But not the same. The songs that lead dreary eyes, to close....... along with the heart. I know I have seen the bottom and it was far worse, than: the sleeping behind Target, Flying the sign, or running down the street with someone's hard earned possessions, & overdosing in the hotel or coming close to it, in a port-o-potty. It's hard to tell you, that it will get better. Is the wife and kid, but still working fast food to make a buck, really better? All the running around and getting and paying it down? Bills paid, food in the pantry, and still I feel like a square? Still having problems, but not with trying to get a hit? Yes!!!! I wish I could save you, but it has to start with you. And you will fall down, but giving up is what will kill you. © 2016 C.J.H.Reviews
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1 Review Added on October 22, 2016 Last Updated on October 22, 2016 Tags: #Heroin, #Addiction, #NotAlone, #Hope Author![]() C.J.H.Austin, TXAboutIntroverted with too much to say. Practicing with sitting down at the keyboard. In general my writings appear instantaneously. As I go through my journals, I may post some. However; sad, happy, .. more..Writing
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