How one has experienced stuff...

She has been most vile...  [=Muse]

Like one time going at train.. i was tho quite in the line of napping and awake situation... my eyesight was in the extreme to not show but fog and then in short time like it felt 15min.. but must have been 15seconds max..
I saw black clad lady looking at me with like she was seeing through me- kind of look and i clearly afterwards remember her saying something like:

"Now you've seen your potential but i'll be "monitoring" you like the time says this word. You shall in time due came to know what I Am to You and You to Me. But before that can be you must find the Self of You. That time isn't now but you have to acqknowledge me and your relation between Us..."

Also i felt she had cloaked in black cloak full version from head to almost to toe. Like necromancer's in fantasy-literature and in games dressed.

Then i had came to.. forgetting that i've had in that little moment heard something like that but shorter like one word meaning all those sentences.. as a change.. face..timing..to know..future..acqknowledge...

Like that... I felt spooked too and then i saw black coat hanged on the seats top...:S Then i just said myself that it was just a visage of sort..

But your analogy? made me remember this thing...

Before that moment i had shamanistic meeting where people without insense or drug enhanced were in a ring and when some had felt something... I had to come forward when i felt like small feeling of wolves coming and seeing this "family".. They they telepathicly spoke to me...

Then the other person told that he had similar vision but in there it was only one wolf coming towards him and telling to go to certain pond to follow there.. there's something which to... there will be answers...

We had long but short moment to realize that and the other was same as me that meeting to be the first one where had connection to other one's vision-...

That wasn't spooky but came to me as a feeling of warmth... feel like getting home... i have one friend who is heavy music listener and also one to share cthulchu "worship".. not so openly always because have boy under school age in here Finland (6y) and ex to handle..
But there must be somekind of connection there.. but i am so closed in these things.. i should get them to in time opened and to let it be my path's "guide to innersef" "manifest.. or something like that...

-One Must Fight Against Life to Conquere-

Author's Note

This is the second part and there i tell my experiences and how they are in mid air to be explained but also having some kind of meaning already which has come clear but more to know....