One 2.. How flows thought.. How it manifests.. How to explain stuff to... What one is in terms of...

This is from discussion where i explain my style of writing.. Here is analogy of one who said it to be..
>>> I won't lie. It was difficult to read. The poor grammar, and misspellings, combined with the rambling disjointed style presented quite the challenge.<<<

and followed by:
You must follow your muse as you hear her.

There will be two parts i try to make them understandable but well as you will see i won't change much.. but so that if aything will make understand wrong... or so...

1st is to explain how one writes and what it is to be so... kind of unflexible to change one's way to write...

and then there is that end remark from other person which follows with:

2nd Where i start analyze what kind of things I've be through in eeehhh.. sipirtual or what it is i have as my "believe-system"...

And trying to get people to show their opinion on it but.. so far only one has asked what i'm after...:D but well.. to know one is to get known with one.. right?