days after jail

days after getting out of jail. life starts of feeling like hell but as the days go on its like you didn't go to jail and a lot of my family thought that sending me to jail for the hole weekend was teaching me a lesson but it just made me more mad and depressed and I wanted to leave jail and not go back home until you are ready to go back home but that's not how it went for me but I was able to get a shower in and take the right pills and see my hermit crab  again that was a good thing and to be loved but to go home to the people who put you in jail and it seemed like my adoptive mom problem thought that I changed but I did a little bit but not much.

she thinks I am  12 but  I'm 17 and the other  people are younger but to my adoptive mom they are older.

I can see where she Is coming from but still I'm 17 but mentally I am 8 and that will always be.

and now that she is treating me like I am 8 I can't do stuff on my own.

now that.